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A Big Problem >:

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 6:54 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Keep Holdng On- By Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: The Sight
  • Watching: nothin
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days
  • Eating: ....nothin >:
  • Drinking: Water....damn its cold >^<
Hey guys. I'm sorry again for not being on for awhile.....AGAIN. This time, I got an even BIGGER problem. Now one of my bestest friends in the whole world is not speaking to me, in fact, I don't think she even wants to look at me. I feel like a failure now, which I am. I'm so demanding, and yet I don't give a crap about how other people feel. All I worry about is MY feelings. Its quite embarrassing for a girl my age. But lately I've been fixing my problems little by little. Like for instance, I called up these two people, who are twins, and I apologized to them for acting like total jerks to them. They forgave me, and now I'm happy <: thx you two! And joo know who you are ;3

Lately I've been isolating myself from other people in order to give her some space. And thats the point, I don't know HOW to give someone their space. I figure that it has to do with not being present there. But lately, Me and :iconconallthewolger: have been talking about all this, and he's doing all he can to give me some great advice. Thanks dude <: I owe you one. We're both praying for this special girl. Because :iconconallthewolger: really wants us to be best friends again. He really does. If your reading this best buddy, I'm sorry for being such a jerk to you. I've always been cold hearted, and you where always doing so much sacrifices for me. Well its alright. You can stop doing sacrifices for me. Because now its MY turn. You've done so much for me, and now...I wanna repay back my debt. We have a whole future ahead of us, and I wanna start a new chapter, a clean slate, if ya know what I mean. But I don't wanna do it alone, I wanna begin my first page, starting with you,Connies,The twins,Vi,Therese,Nadene,Josh, and everybody in our gang that hangs out with us 8D

You probably might think that I'm not serious, but I am. I'm DONE. I'm done with the drama. I'm done with the selfish acts. Because now I realized that you can't always rely on that one person and make that person the center of your world. That was wrong of me to do. I was wrong. It must have been painful, for you to be forced to do stuff on whatever I asked you to. Well, not anymore. Your free. But there is one favor I wish to ask, and consider this my final selfish act.....

Lets always be best friends...
Why do you think I chose the song "Keep Holding On" to be our theme...
If you ever have a chance, take the time to listen to the words carefully, alright?
Thanks bud...I'll be waiting <:

~Crissy





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Sorry Guys >:

Sun Sep 6, 2009, 4:59 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the clicking of my computer ._.
  • Reading: Nothin D:
  • Watching: ......my hand >.>
  • Playing: Frogger (I know...I'm sooo old school -_-)
  • Eating: Salmon
  • Drinking: Water (damn the heat o-o)
Hey guys >: I'm sorry for being gone for awhile again, but I have had a lot of things going through my mind lately thats its been placing stress upon me. I guess I'm thiinking about too many things, things that may not be important, however, some of these things ARE important...and its things that have happened numerous times to me. I guess I've been a little depressed lately...nah...ALOT depressed. I'm just so lonely these days that I sometimes wished someone lived with me, like a brother...or a sister.

So to all the people who are always saying "Dude your so lucky to be an only child" please stop what your saying. Its no fun being an only child, in fact its horrible. Your lonely and you can't help but notice that no one in that house can't help you or comfort you when your in a tight situation. So guys...I'm sorry. I guess I've been having alot on my mind lately, and it seems to be getting worse and worse day by day. So if I've been away too long, I'm truly sorry. I'll try my best to be on often. Until then..

See ya! <:

~Sery-chan :heart:





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No I'm not extinct! D:<

Sat Jul 4, 2009, 7:06 PM
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: My beautiful voice! 8D ....I think o.O
  • Reading: Vampire Knight
  • Watching: A fly on my wall .o.
  • Playing: with meh cookie :3
  • Eating: my hand -w-
  • Drinking: pee......I'm Joking XD its water -_-
I haven't been able to get to my pictures that much. Right now I'm currently coloring some pics on Photoshop :3 I'm gonna try and at least submit colored pictures from now on 8D I just hope I succeed at that ><

So yeah...Welp! I'm gonna be a junior. Its official....and damn I'm getting old D': Life was easier when I was young >: -sniff- Oh well...so yea...Just telling...I'M NOT DEAD OR EXTINCT!!! D8< ....or anything O.o

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I'm scared >:

Thu Nov 20, 2008, 6:03 PM
  • Mood: Crazy
  • Listening to: nothin
  • Reading: nothin
  • Watching: nothin >:
  • Playing: nothin >:
  • Eating: nothin >:
  • Drinking: water
I have too many bad grades and I'm really scared D: I'm pushing my hardest to do better..but everythings just too hard Dx I need desperate help, but all my tutors are complete idiots D< I'm afraid that I might be staring at my last year at my school >:



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The List just keeps getting bigger >:3

DESCRIPTIONS OF MEH CHARIES!! <8D

"The Curse" Characters >:3

(Remorseua)- He's the main guy that I REALLY draw. He's an immortal, scary, cold, harsh,25 year old(and will stay 25 -_-) guy. He's the leader of the group called "The Curse" A group of cursed beings with no feelings of love, hope, or friendship. Remorse lost his parents when he was just 5 years old, and he went on his own after that. Remorse is known as the "Angel with sorrowful Black wings." His abilities are: Flight,mind control, poison(stored in fangs), and curse. (He's the only one in the group who could curse someone)His weapons are a: Celltic dagger, and Riot dagger.(He favorites the Celltic dagger the most) He tries to have patience for Bloodend, the second in command of "The Curse", but when Blood doesn't sometimes do what Remorse asks him to do, Remorse simply loses it and his calmness begins to turn into rage.


(Daichiku)-The scariest looking member in the whole "Curse" group(no shit o-o). Daichi has incredibly frightening long sharp fangs that can easily rip off the flesh of any human being. His appearance is so frightening that it can easily make a child cry and have nightmares for months. Although, he is not immortal yet, but will be when he turns 25. He is currently 19, and is the oldest brother of his two younger siblings: "Noba" & "Aikou" His ability: Regeneration(works on all body parts, except for the head...obviously >-> ) He has long gothic black triangular markings coming down from both his eyes, giving the impression of bloody tears.His favorite food? Human flesh(o-o). Daichi is the one in the group who tries to fit in with the rest, but has difficulties in doing so. Some of the members call him: Monster, creep,or freak.


(Nobarumi)-The middle sibling of "Daichi" & "Aikou." Noba is the punkish and tempered member of the group, along with his enemy friend Naruki. He is always saying cocky things, such as trying to be better than the rest of all of them. However, what he doesn't realize sometimes, is that Naruki can easily kill him with ease, due to his lack of bragging. Noba is 17 years old, a year younger than Daichi. He is always argueing with Naruki, trying to prove to him that he isn't JUST a kid, and not a total idiot. He despises Naruki, and is sometimes too annoyed by the fact that his little sister Aikou likes to bug him on things that aren't even important.He has an X shaped scar that goes across his left eye. His ability?: "Clone"


(Aikourumi)-The youngest member in "The Curse." She was one of the FIRST girls to enter "The Curse." She has a strong passionate liking towards Akeo and looks at him as a brother to her, always clinging on to his leg like a little 5 year old. She is the 12 year old sister to "Daichi" & "Noba." Her ability?:Medicine.


Now for the group that me and my friend are juuust creating. "The Assassin's Core." Boo-yaa!!! >83

(Isamaru)-The Leader and money payer of "The Assassin's Core." Isamaru is a really skilled gunner who carries two "Desert Eagle" guns with him. A black one, and white one. He works really close to his so called friend Nikko. Isamaru was responsible for killing his younger brother Crimson, and is unaware that he was brought back to life. However, if he WHERE to discover that his brother was still alive, he would kill him once and for all.


(Xsin)- A quiet and down to earth guy. Xsin had always been the strangest member in "The Assassin's Core." He serves his time in a place called "Black Gate" where dead spirits and monsters roam. Since Xsin is not dead, he is free to exit Black Gate at his own will. Xsin wields a huge scythe, where some areas are still stained with blood. His speech is strange too, he only speaks 1 to 3 words at a time. If he where to speak more than 3 words, then he would take a short pause before continuing. Hearing him talk is a rare occasion thats hard to catch. His arms are completely wrapped in bandages, due to so many battle scars he recieved in many attempts to fight in Black Gate. He is currently 20 years old and is alone. Xsin does not have any friends and is heartbroken deeply because of it.


(Rokumo)-One of the clowns of "The Assassin's Core." Roku sometimes does not take his job seriously at some points and thinks of everything as a game to him sometimes. He was responsible for killing his own parents, his next target was supposed to be his brother Zukomu, but he eventually escaped, along with his sister Pricess. Roku's best friend is Razu and he wields a gun scythe that is sharp on both ends.

And for the one guy thats in the group "the experiments"

(Crimson)- An experiment that was brought back to life from being killed by his brother, Isamaru. Crimson suffered so much, due to his dreadful stay at the labratory where these mysterious people did awful and painful experiments on other beings like him. Crimson escaped the place, along with the help of his new friend Geol when he first met him. Crimson has no weapon, but the only weapon that he COULD consider are his eyes. It is called "Golden Eye Mode." He also has a strong crush on a girl named Southern, whom he saved from an attack by "The Curse." His element is gravity.

And for for the peeps who absolutely are in practically nothing and I just think they are cool are:

(Fell Rioku)-A very quiet, and nonsociable guy. Fell is the older brother of his only sibling and sister, Miku. He's extremely protective over her and is always concerned for her safety all the time. He's an excellent gunner while he possesses a "Glock" gun. (He's not in a special group yet)


(THE REST IS BEING UPDATED!!!! DX BEAR WITH ME!!! D'X)
2. Zukomu(claimed by tory/victoria XD Roku's little bro 83)
3. Miku(Xr's girlfriend >.> )
4. Pricess(Bi-otch!! D8< )
5. Soguta(I just like the name o.o)
6. Kenzukimu(......I...really...don't...know.. o.o Claimed by vi/Hikari)
7. SweetBerry(Her name scares me o_o gotta change it o_o)
8. Kinks (Kin for short...she has a crush on my friends character Soko for some strange apparent reason o_o)
9. Geial(She...scares..me.......alot o_o)
10. Sechlo (Hurray!! ^o^ I just made him ^^)
11.)Sean (Crimson's so called future son :3)

Lawl...I luv this guy XD :XD:
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