Hey guys. I'm sorry again for not being on for awhile.....AGAIN. This time, I got an even BIGGER problem. Now one of my bestest friends in the whole world is not speaking to me, in fact, I don't think she even wants to look at me. I feel like a failure now, which I am. I'm so demanding, and yet I don't give a crap about how other people feel. All I worry about is MY feelings. Its quite embarrassing for a girl my age. But lately I've been fixing my problems little by little. Like for instance, I called up these two people, who are twins, and I apologized to them for acting like total jerks to them. They forgave me, and now I'm happy <: thx you two! And joo know who you are ;3

Lately I've been isolating myself from other people in order to give her some space. And thats the point, I don't know HOW to give someone their space. I figure that it has to do with not being present there. But lately, Me and have been talking about all this, and he's doing all he can to give me some great advice. Thanks dude <: I owe you one. We're both praying for this special girl. Because really wants us to be best friends again. He really does. If your reading this best buddy, I'm sorry for being such a jerk to you. I've always been cold hearted, and you where always doing so much sacrifices for me. Well its alright. You can stop doing sacrifices for me. Because now its MY turn. You've done so much for me, and now...I wanna repay back my debt. We have a whole future ahead of us, and I wanna start a new chapter, a clean slate, if ya know what I mean. But I don't wanna do it alone, I wanna begin my first page, starting with you,Connies,The twins,Vi,Therese,Nadene,Josh, and everybody in our gang that hangs out with us 8D

You probably might think that I'm not serious, but I am. I'm DONE. I'm done with the drama. I'm done with the selfish acts. Because now I realized that you can't always rely on that one person and make that person the center of your world. That was wrong of me to do. I was wrong. It must have been painful, for you to be forced to do stuff on whatever I asked you to. Well, not anymore. Your free. But there is one favor I wish to ask, and consider this my final selfish act.....

Lets always be best friends...
Why do you think I chose the song "Keep Holding On" to be our theme...
If you ever have a chance, take the time to listen to the words carefully, alright?
Thanks bud...I'll be waiting <:

~Crissy





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Lawl...I luv this guy XD






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